Hook:
Always on my mind is my weakness
Always on the run
I stay fleeing from
All these things I know I cannot change
They follow me where I go
Anywhere I stay
X2

Verse 1 (Austin Rapbaum)
It comes down to those things you can’t be running from
You could hide but it’s always gon be catching up
You could like but it wouldn’t bring no help to ya
You could die but that don’t mean that it’s gonna stop
WHY
Am I followed by all these demons
Haunted moments from my past always want to creep in
I’m searching for the beacon
But I don’t know where
All I seem to find is places I don’t wanna go there
Hold that
Let me go back
Focused, on this moment
Knowing that I’m growing towards a place I’ll feel at home in
Hoping that I find it soon before I’ve lost the road and
I’m inside of a boat with a hole that ain’t floating
The worlds an ocean
How long you think you could tread ¿
I dunno but I’m cold and I’m close to dead
It don’t show but I’m only holding by a thread
Slowly folding over while I comb my soul for gold within

Hook:
Always on my mind is my weakness
Always on the run
I stay fleeing from
All these things I know I cannot change
They follow me where I go
Anywhere I stay

Verse 2 (Big Bro):
find my life at a standstill
Weight above my head like a Advil
So I flow wit the rest and move wit ease
I caught the hype like it was a disease
I work hard to feed the people that matter
Shitting contemplation from a 10 foot later
Ugh this are the best years of life they say
How when all I look toward to is a drop from Kanye
Ugh bCop up on kicks tryna gain my footing
Talking over the guy on my shoulder who keep booing
Mom called last night to see how's life
I spit her some bullshit like o I'm alright
I got sweat trickling down past my lip thinking about life when I want out this bitch
I'm not suicidal homie I'm just real
Choke on my words know how my life feel